A married bisexual man

With life going on the memory become more and more blurry. I’m about 40 years old. There are many questions in my mind and confused me. I’m very scare that something would happen in the future. If I’m die suddenly, I cannot speak out the words that in my mind for a long time. I want write down the words about journey of my heart. With other bisexual can learn about something from it.

I had married for 9 years. My child is going to primary school this year. I should be a happiness bisexual man. My parents are teacher. And I finished my study without a hitch. I became a lawyer after graduating from college. I had been a lawyer for 10 years. Even just an assistant. I’m not very rich, nor poor. I give all my income to my wife, and leave a little part for bus. Sometimes I will go hiking and chatting with my friends. I don’t like to go shopping unless it’s necessary. 

Although my material lust just so-so. But my sex lust is very strong. From 14 years old I was masturbation every week. Until I get married, I must have a masturbation two-three days. I bought a computer after I have worked. My most enjoy thing is masturbation while browse pictures about gays and bisexual man. I’m very like the pictures about oral sex of men to men. I never browse those pictures at home because I’m scaring expose my sexual orientation. But I cannot stop to click bisexual site when I’m in the office alone. 

Though there is a regular sex life after marriage, but it still cannot meet all my needs, I will still have a masturbation occasionally. To me, the happiness of masturbation is good than sexual intercourse. 

I love man more than woman. There is a friend asked me whether I dated with a man. I loved one friend for more than ten years. But I never told him, and I was married. I’m identify as gay in the past. But I realized I’m a bisexual. I have ever thought about that I won’t married. I can just look at a man soundlessly at the corner and die alone. Until I meet my wife a very beautiful woman. 

Now I have a very happiness family. I think it’s the carnal desire for man. And my spirit belongs to my wife. So I choose to married. Of course, there are so many choices to any bisexual. Just remember that follow your heart.

A bisexual boy.

I’m a straight man before 20 years old. Like sexy girl, neighbor girl, opposite sex friends. I liked a girl for three years. In the end, she become the girlfriend of another boy. 

When I’m 20 years old. People around me begin to talk about gay. To be influenced by others, I think gay is a very cool. Gay couple could know each other closer. Then, one of my friend come out. It makes me surprised. Let me find out that gay is not uncommon, they are living around us. I begin to read articles about gay. I think I have accept it and I don’t reject to begin a gay relationship. 

Maybe it’s chain reaction. Someone come out before long. I begin to expect a gay relationship. At this time, a classmate confession to me. He is a very cute boy. I’m taking care of him in the past time. I think it’s the reason why he fall in love with me. But the relationship didn’t last a long time. 

Because we were graduated and worked in different city. We can hardly to meet each other. 

I have a girlfriend this year. She isn’t very beautiful but very smart and kind. We live in the same city. But in fact our relationship is above the friendship but below the couple. I hint myself in the heart that “I like her very much”. But obvious, it doesn’t work. 

I had a boyfriend and a girlfriend so far. And I’m sure that I had ever loved them. I think I’m not a gay, also not a straight. I’m a bisexual. 

It’s hard to find right people. I have more chance than normal people. But I think it is more difficult for me to find right people. No matter homosexual or heterosexuality should have clear position and emotional attitude. I should take different attitude to face two kind of people (same sex, opposite sex). I’m confused. I don’t know the way to love someone. Because I’m a bisexual.

Dream to dating with bisexual.

Did you ever dream to be someone you very like? If you like play basketball, did you ever dream to be Michael Jordan? If you like writing, did you ever dream to be Shakespeare. I think most of people more likely dream to be superman. I have a special dream. I was dreaming to be bisexual.

Does it strange? I don’t think so. When you ask a boy like to eat cake what’s your dream? He may tell you “I want to be a pastry cook”. When I was young, I had been ask the same question. But my answer isn’t “dream to be bisexual”. Because I don’t know what the world means. My answer is to be an e-sports player. I like play game very much when I was a child. With time goes on. I find more and more new things. I like watch movie. I like walking in the forest. I like date with sexy girl. Until I know the word “bisexual”.

I know the word from a girl. That is an amazing date and I will never forget. I met her in a birthday party of our friends. We never met before. But we know that we like each other when we locked eyes. She steps to me and say “hello, my name is Zoe, what’s yours”. She is so beautiful that I cannot say a word. I’m sure I fall in love with her at this moment. Like the plot of all the movies. We go upstairs hand in hand. Finally, we found a room. I locked the door when we go into the room and fantasy the images are going to happen.

But, I never think of that we are not the only people in the room. Another girl sit on the bed. I don’t find her, until I turn on the light. It’s like she is waiting for us. Because there is no surprised look on her face and she look at us with smile. But she is really a beautiful girl. What has happened the ideal has been in my head. But to my surprise, Zoe walk to her and they kkkkkkkiss.

When I’m at a loss, they came along. Both of them kiss my face. The clothes been taken off one by one. A crazy night was passed when I open my eyes in the next morning. They had gone. It’s like a nice dream I don’t want to weak up. A threesome night with two beautiful girls. I ask my friend who are they. He tell me that Zoe is a bisexual girl and another girl is her partner. And another girl is bisexual too. Oh, my god! That is so cool. I like the date I swear. But my friend tell me that they are looking for “different threesome date”. Different place, different people, different way of have sex.

My friend told me I can find many bisexual date at the site Bisexual fun. Many bisexuals are looking for date and threesome there. “Maybe you can meet them again” he said. Now, I become a member of the big community. I’m not bisexual. But I really like to date with bisexual. Date with different people makes my life is full of vitality.

Choose friend earnest while you are bisexual!

We will meet many people in the daily life. And how to make friend with a stranger is worth to study. But before that, I think we could learn how to choose the right people to be friend. In general, gay make friend with gay, straight make friend with straight, bisexual make friend with bisexual. Do you think it is right? I don’t think so.

We all know, most of human is social beings. Naturally, we want get together with the people have the same values, outlook on life and world outlook. When we get together we can not only feel safe, but also have a lot of common topic. The reason why we can feel safe is you don’t confident. Because you don’t confident, you want find someone can approve you and support you. When the one comes out. You will make friend with him/her agog. But I don’t think the way of making friend isn’t suitable for bisexual.

The special group full of mystique for every man. A lot of people will try to understand bisexuals’ world. Just like when you are interested in something you will try your best to explore it. Also, they want to explore bisexuals’ world. Have to say it’s a good chance for bisexual to make many friends. But you should understand most of them is interested in bisexual instead of you. A part of them is bi-curious, most of them just want have fun with bisexual. The situation make the result bisexual can make many friends but have on serious relationship partner. It could be a good news for the bisexuals want have different date every day. But it’s the bad news for the bisexuals want have serious relationship.

It doesn’t matter. The result depend on your different choice. If you want enjoy the free life, and have many friends to have nice date. You can show yourself to everyone. Let them know who you are and what you like. Join the community to find nice bisexual date and have threesome, enjoy the exciting life. But if your purpose is to have a serious relationship. You should notice that how to differentiate the friends. You should better know who is the one you can tell all your secret to her/him? Who is the one can stay with you no matter what happen? Don’t mind that you have different perspective to the things around you. You are looking for lover, not a supporter. The most import things is you love each other.

Try some famous bisexual dating sites, it will save you a lot of time. And make you have the precise choose target. Everything couldn’t be a joke when it concern your happiness life. Please take seriously. 

Looking for bisexual dating and threesome by your heart!

Many people had the experience to find date or serious relationship on the web site. How to find date or serious relationship. Join many communities, groups is a very good ideal. They come from different county have different cultural background. They are bisexual, gay, straight……Only a part of them expect to have nice date in the communities and groups. Most of the people are feel bored and want find someone to talk with.

We become more and more strange since we can face to face on the phone. But your impression of someone is what they want show you. It’s like a game. The people both side of the phone use words to show themselves to each other. How much do you believe it? Maybe you are one of them but you don’t realize.  

Most time in the communities and group you are watch pictures, read articles, comment post you like. In fact, you are not the only one. Thousands people do the same things like you do. Different topic is the only things you are expect. How about have a date, you talk about to yourself. But you forget about there are many limit conditions if you want have real date. Living in different cities is the biggest problem. Of cause, except the platonic love.

A lot of bisexual curious, threesome curious looking for date in the groups and communities. Everyone have different requirement to partner. It’s hardly to find partner complete matching. All people have to face the trouble. But no one have ideal to solve it.

I think it’s very easy to find bisexual date and threesome. There are many professional bisexual dating sites. Bicupid, bisexualfun.net are very nice sites. When you prepare to join a local bisexual date and threesome, sign up for free at the site. 

Why so many young bisexual like 419?

Many young bisexual like to have for one night date. But the seniority bisexual more like build relationship. I think not bisexual, the gay and straight have the common situation. Why bisexual young people more like to have 419 date? Let’s talk about it below.

For the young people, they like free life. Tons of young people are happy being single or just sleeping around while not being in a relationship, or being in different dynamics. Yes, we are young is a very powerful word. If you don’t make mistake, if you don’t date with different people, it is no meaning for your young age. This is a general mind of young people. They are full of curious to the sexuality and daring to do anything. One-night date and threesome have great appeal to them. Not only bisexual but also gay,lesbian,straight people were attracted.

For the seniority people, they had dated a lot of people in the past years. There are a lot of California hotel in their dream. They know that who is the people they need most. So that we often hear the words “I need someone love me, and have a serious relationship” from seniority people. Of cause, not every seniority are the same. In fact, only little part of them want have a long-time relationship. The curious to sexuality will never disappear in people’s mind.

What the difference between people and animal is we can think. But what we are same to animal is we all have lust. And the more we younger the more lust stronger. This the reason why we discuss “why so many young bisexual like 419”. 

Bisexual can attract by both sexual. It means they have more choice to looking for date. E.g. there is a bisexual woman. If she like boys, she can date with a boy. If she like girls, she can date with a girl. If she like both sexual, she can have a threesome date. At the same time, the boy and girl could be straight and gay/lesbian. So many chances make them have a lot of choices. For many bisexuals, they can hardly identify themselves at young age. They need more date to make sure like (girl, boy or both sexual). But once they were identified as bisexual. Their life will have two different situations.

One situation is they make sure to love man or woman. So, they may live as the same as a straight or gay. Another situation is they make sure to love both man and woman. These bisexual are opening the gate of heaven. Just enjoy the wonderful life. You can join any one-night date and threesome. I think this is the reason why the gay,lesbian,straight want to fake as bisexual.